ahrui

2009-04-26T06:14:00.002+08:00

Doubt i`ll be going anywhere today. going to book in at 2230 hrs. can ring me out anytime before that. (:

2009-04-23T20:17:00.003+08:00

I sot already la! some fucker stole my CREATIVE EARPIECE! :(
SOMEONE SAVE MEEEEEEEEEEE...

2009-04-20T23:12:00.000+08:00

Made a new friend today. went to somewhere with unpleasent memories. dont even want to think about it.
Tomorrow is the day i enter adf. wish me all the best ya! and pray that my hand recover fast ):

2009-04-19T02:36:00.001+08:00

bored bored bored. bye 5sir. bye brothers. welcome adf. anyone up for the movie knowing?

2009-04-05T15:13:00.005+08:00

Guard duty on 11th april. how great is that? but something great may happen on 10th april (:
take care yo.

2009-03-29T15:03:00.004+08:00

Will be booking in today already. Happy and yet sad at the same time. Cant wait for 10 may! See you all next friday(:

2009-03-24T02:53:00.002+08:00

Something bad happened, mc 8days. what can i say? nevermind. shall wait patiently for 50 more days(:
donald came up my house today, watched army days. then headed to serangoon north for dinner. then back home. dota-ing soon. tomorrow need to go back camp endose mc. nothing else to update. shall update tomorrow. byee

2009-03-16T00:32:00.002+08:00

nothing much today, went to catch the movie "race to witch mountain". hmmm. all i could say its more to a family movie. rated 3/5. headed to meet friends and went rounding around bedok. back at 12 and here am i rotting. haha. ohya, im free till 22nd march(: was given 1week block leave after pop. so ya. going off to bed soon. since theres nothing to do at home. nights!

2009-03-14T02:37:00.009+08:00

POP LO! finally after 13weeks. from strangers to brothers. god. time flies really quick. i guessed i`ll be posting out soon. will miss my camp mates. we have been through shit together. outfield camp, standard obstacle course, 24km route march, parades and lots of stuffs. if i could choose i would love to continue staying in 5 SIR. anyway, just one last phrase from me.

FOREVER JUST REMEMBER, PLATOON 1! (:

2009-02-21T10:53:00.001+08:00

hey guys. back once again. came back from field camp last week. xiong ah! haha. pop on 12 march. cant wait man. then going to post out to neesun camp already. sign on. haha. hope i`ll get the driver course. happy belated valentine`s too! feel free to ring me up(:

2009-01-31T11:10:00.001+08:00

hey im back! happy cny all yea? anyway army is tiring, but fun! will be going for off field camp next week already. wish me luck yea? and do take care all. can someone just call me out? im damn bored at home please. i wanna watch movie! i wanna go zoo! i wanna go www! so many places to go, who will accompany me? :(

2009-01-11T14:03:00.002+08:00

red cliff 2 is nice! thumbs up! and sadly, today is book in day. get to meet new buddies. the BMT peeps. ha. hope my buddy is not some nerd again. see ya guys on friday again (:

2009-01-04T01:30:00.000+08:00

i tried to be perfect, but nothing was worth it.

2009-01-01T14:37:00.002+08:00

Im back! haha. though army life is tough, but its fun. did anyone miss me? haha. can book out every friday already. call me out yea? will update soon. and wishing all a happy new year and may god bless you all (:

2008-12-11T00:13:00.003+08:00

12 december has come. time for me to go. a man has to do what a man has do. HAHAHA!
do takecare all. some words before i leave(:

Hanxiang :
bro, already got bike liao. dont speed like me last time like that. you see the outcome. haha! and go find a job please. will miss you when im inside. thanks for spending the last few days with me(: marlboro lights when im out ok! see you in 2 weeks time ^^

Tessa :
sister, dont keep pampering han! hahaha. you take care. try to go home one day. no matter what all parents love their children. apologize to ur mum for slapping her ok? all the best in ur exams or what too(: see ya soon!

Nicholas di :
di ah, dont so playful liao ok. big boy liao. dont find trouble ah! will miss those times together. you know i know. wahaha. i treat you the best already. sad you didnt spend time often with me. takecare till i come out ok! will own you in dota once more again. like i always do(:

Greentea and Sean :
bros ah, all the best for ur court and sentence. hope to see you guys when im out. takecare yea? Leng for life!

Brian tan :
bro, nice time slacking the last week with you at serangoon north. eating our fucking duckrice lol. takecare yea? i wanna see ur bike when im out(:

Jessie :
hey girl, haven seen you in quite awhile. hope you are doing fine. remember to eat well alright? don`t keep hang around late at night. miss those times together. anyway. meet up soon alright? hope you didnt forget about me. all the best in finding ur love!(:

alright. im done here. will miss you all one. dont forget me ya! haha. ciaos! see ya on 26 december! <3

2008-11-22T04:43:00.001+08:00

Nobody know what am i going through now . Nobody ! just want to get out of this mess now . fuck it .

2008-11-13T02:59:00.002+08:00

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are.
I had to find you, tell you I need you,
Tell you I set you apart.

Im just that close to giving up ,

2008-10-29T00:11:00.000+08:00

Funny how an important person in your life doesn't realize her importance.
With actions that don't match the sweet words,it's hard to believe.
I tell myself that things should remain the way it is now.

2008-10-28T03:57:00.003+08:00

Thank you for spoiling my day (:
thanks han and tessa for trying to make my day .
thanks to those who wished me .

all i wanted is ur love ,

2008-10-26T10:22:00.000+08:00

You know i never wanted to hurt you , what am i suppose to do ? i got to let go , but i`ll miss you ..

thanks for the sweet 26 days (:

do take care .
im taking things step by step now .

deep down i still love you..

2008-10-15T02:01:00.000+08:00

suddenly i just think about the past . what if i didnt quit school ? would my life be different from now ? i regretted quitting school . i miss school . i miss my school mates . i miss my teachers . i miss those times at school . i miss chalet with school mates . miss those time playing lan with han they all . miss those times tonning at night . i have let alot of people down . why cant i just listen to others ? until its too late to realise im actually in the wrong . i really wish i can just turn back the clock . or rather , end it all now . will anyone believe me ? no one knows how im feeling now . theres so many things i wanna do . but who will give me the chance . i just wanna lead a normal life . but can i ? i disappoint so many people . those who really care for me . i know . im sorry . i really am . im trying my best to change now . change to be a better person . change to someone people will respect . not look down . i hate people who keep scolding me . i too have temper . but i know i did wrong . so i let them scold . but people still have feelings right ? you dont have to go around telling people what wrong i did . do you know how it feels anot . im also human . all i want is lead a happy life with my love ones and brothers . thats all i ask for . sorry to those who had high hopes on me . im sorry i didnt fufill ur expectations . brothers , im sorry . i`ll not give you all headache already . and to those i owe money . i`ll pay you back asap .

regrets is all i have

2008-10-14T17:41:00.000+08:00

no bike , no money . no tattoo . what else ?

but i still got you (: ,

2008-10-08T16:23:00.000+08:00

had been late for work for the past few days , everyday without fail will get scolded by boss . sianzxzxzz . now nothing to do . super tired . probably will go home early today and have a good rest . and im able to go out on the weekends ! (:

yes , im actually very sad about how you think about me . but i cant blame you . i know how you felt . i dont want to control you . i know you dont like to be controlled . i didnt ask you to accept me right away . remember you ask me to think again about loving you ? let me tell you . i dont need to think twice . i didnt regret loving you at all . my only regret is why i didnt get to know you earlier . theres so much i wanna say . i just dont know how to put it into words . iloveyou

2008-10-03T16:31:00.000+08:00

when i see ur smile , tears rolling down my face . i cant regret .

i wanted you to love me ,

2008-09-28T20:12:00.000+08:00

oh well , just my day . 1mth before my birthday and this has to happen . i can blame no one but myself . greed is the word . 4k+ in debt . no one can help me . thanks guys for ur concern . i swear it wont happen a second time anymore .

and yes , i miss you .

2008-09-25T16:21:00.000+08:00

Pictures of you ,

Pictures of me ,

Hung upon your wall for the world to see

2008-09-20T23:53:00.000+08:00

been hugging on my mobile for hours but it just wont ring .

imy

2008-09-15T01:33:00.001+08:00

seriously , i dont have much cash left with me . so please , stop asking me to go out . i want to concentrate on working . you want you contact me . and can come find me at my workplace.
im not suppose to fall for you . but it seems i have done something im not supposed to .

2008-09-08T13:39:00.000+08:00

Happy sweet 16 sean !
sorry i didnt get you a present . will get you one soon k ? because now not much cash left . nothing to blog alr . just hoping to earn more money . hehe

2008-09-02T15:26:00.000+08:00

yes ! its the start of a new month ! im so happy . hope everything will go better from today onwards . need to go do some shopping alr . haa . anyway thanks rachel and mag for coming down to pei me and greentea . haha . now is saving money time . will blog again real soon .

2008-08-24T22:24:00.000+08:00

tomorrow is the day , the day i will lose my tooth and my dignity . take care guys(:

2008-08-23T20:54:00.000+08:00

alright , nothing went well for me . went sgh ytd morning . thanks di , yikai and xiaoboy for pei-ing me go there at 1am . my tooth really hurts . if not i wont go hospital just to remove the pain temporary . then headed to hougang plaza . played dota . went home sleep . woke up around 4 . changed and went to kovan meet jingping and friends . now at home alr . maybe going lan again later? shall see bah . cya peeps ):

2008-08-20T03:19:00.000+08:00

THIS MONTH IS FUCKING SHIT MONTH . FUCK .

2008-08-18T13:39:00.000+08:00

hello , im back to tell you guys i`ll not be blogging for a few more days i guess . many things happened . well , i really need someone to talk to . but who can i . hais ):

2008-07-27T18:29:00.000+08:00

hellooooooooooo ! (:
today is a tiring day . worked from 7 am - 3pm . omg la . so tired can . after work headed down to kovan . suppose to do something today . but in the end ? both person never pick up call . sebei dulan . slacked at kovan till about 8 ? then buy food back for pui . headed to serangoon north . talk cock with bui haha . very fun . until 10 ? if im not wrong . went home at 10 to bath , change then went hougang find someone . hehe . today made 2 new friends . and guessed what ? we got chased by dogs ! hahaha . so fun can lols . oh well , we went our own ways at 2 plus . both of them went home . so did i . cabbed back to bishan . now here am i rotting again . sian . tml got work at 3 . HAIS . im still sick . fucking cough . knn . sebei gaowei la . i hate cough and sorethroat the most . fever nvm . shall update soon peeps . one more thing . cat eat cockroaches ! hahaha ! nightnight ^^

2008-07-27T14:23:00.000+08:00

hello peeps (:
ok im here blogging again . great . i cant sleep . its alr 2.25 . i got to go work at 7 later . now dont know where to go la please . z . my bank from 1k plus , become 70$ . wth right ? i dont know what i spent too . hais . must start saving money again . and now im sick . very bad cough . haven had a good sleep in 4 days . was working . wonder when can i just take a day off , and off my phone . and just sleep for 1 whole blady day . no one to disturb me . how nice (: . alright . i guess i`ll stop here . nothing to write alr . will update tml (:

2008-07-20T06:46:00.000+08:00

Hello ! ahaha . im sorry i didnt blog this few days . was kinda busy with work and stuffs . how i need money so much . must do finish my back before going in army (:
here am i working now , nothing to do . no one to chat with . just update my lill diary . heh . missed playing dota . haha . didnt touch warcraft in like 3weeks ? yup . hope someone can remind me to update my diary daily . cus i keep forgetting and im kinda lazy . and now im super tired . just watching movie while working . kinda slack and fun . just that its very lonely . alright i shall blog again soon . goodbye

2008-07-12T13:34:00.000+08:00

Finally , im back to blogging again (:
miss me yea ? hahas . hope you guys are doing well . will officially start blogging tomorrow . tata peeps (: